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Name: Linnea
Birthday: 9/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus Christ, aircraft, Strong Bad (what a hottie!!! J/K), the X-Files, the Twilight Zone, X-Men (the movies, cartoons, comic books...you name it, I love it!), Pirates of the Caribbean, hardcore camping, sports (playing, not watching), making things (though I rarely succeed), working with kids, adventure, meeting new ppl, music of every kind, hangin out, trying new things, and finally...the family favs for many generations ...eating and sleeping... OH YEAH!!
Expertise: haven't quite figured that one out yet. Maybe you can.
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AIM:  thnikkaman572
Member Since:
6/8/2004
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| To make me love you? No. Wow! That came out very sad! I was really just making it rhyme, but holy cow! Anyway... I really want to write a post right now. I want to write one about perspective and how the very tiniest thing can change it ALL; and by "all" I mean one's very existence. But alas, I must instead do my homework, which includes a project on nanotechnology. Or nanomedicine, to be more precise.  | | |
| I need to post so that I never forget. I remember who I used to be. I know now who I want to be. Right now I fall horribly short of that. I'm selfish, bitter, cold, heartless. I used to be loving, self-sacrificing, and fiercely passionate. I go through the motions of those positive things, knowing how I'm supposed to act if those things were real in me, for they once were, but now they are only plastic versions of themselves. I have think back on that place so I can pinpoint what changed, what made the difference, and what to change back. So I need this post so I that I don't forget where I am now and what changes I choose to make
What made me realize this? Not The Business, although I do believe firmly in the intense good that The Business provides. No...it was a sermon that I listened to last Sunday (not yesterday). The sermon sparked an old passion, now grown cold. I believe the mentorship of Business will help cultivate the positive change that the sermon got me hungry for.
Blind! People are so blind! Their lives are so fake! And they don't see it! Fake, empty, a total lie! They wander through life, never seeing that there is SO MUCH more! They never see the rich substance that life has to offer. They speak of things that matter, of things that make a real difference, things that run deep into the soul. This is the passion that I lost: to show light to those that are blind! I feel like I'm in the Matrix, knowing that everything around me is a lie...knowing that all others around are blind to the real world in which they *don't* live. Once you know you're in the Matrix, you can't go back to your previous empty, fake, life of ignorance. | | |
| I got a car. It was a little while ago now, but I got one. This is really my very first car that I actually got to pick out! I searched, researched and searched again (and spent many hours driving to do it) for about six weeks until I found her! I chose the one that I did because of good history and mechanics. But I never realized how fitting bright canary yellow really is for me until AFTER I bought it! Yup. That's MY tweety-butter cruising down the the road. And I named Alanis. Alanis is Irish for bright and beautiful.  | | |
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